Challenging widespread assumptions that persons who are preferentially attracted to minors—often referred to as "pedophiles"—are necessarily also predators and sex offenders, this book takes readers into the lives of non-offending minor-attracted persons (MAPs). There is little research into non-offending MAPs, a group whose experiences offer valuable insights into the prevention of child abuse. Navigating guilt, shame, and fear, this universally maligned group demonstrates remarkable resilience and commitment to living without offending and to supporting and educating others. Using data from interview-based research, A Long, Dark Shadow offers a crucial account of the lived experiences of this hidden population.
A Long, Dark Shadow Minor-Attracted People and Their Pursuit of Dignity
About the Book
Reviews
"A Long Dark Shadow tackles an extraordinarily difficult topic—one that is misunderstood by the public, debated by scientific researchers, and contentious in clinical circles. Walker skillfully navigates the complex and delicate web of social, moral, and psychological issues in a narrative woven together with facts, personal accounts, compassion, and evidence-based recommendations. This book will help prevent harm and enhance well-being."—Jill Levenson, Professor of Social Work, Barry University"This book paints an incredible picture of the strength, stressors, struggles, and tensions experienced by MAPs when working to ensure they do not offend. On this point, alone, the book is vitally important, offering thought-provoking insights that must be worked through in any attempt to ensure the safety of children and the wellbeing of those who are trying to be someone other than who the world thinks they are. Its insights deserve consideration among a wide audience of child protection advocates, criminologists, policymakers, and those interested in the social and legal regulation of sexuality in our society."
—Critical Criminology
"A truly unique, important, and compelling contribution to our understanding of an extremely misunderstood and highly stigmatized group. Presented with care, empathy, and compassion."—Leigh Harkins, Associate Professor in Forensic Psychology, University of Ontario Institute of Technology
Table of Contents
Acknowledgments
Preface
Introduction: Who Are Minor-Attracted People?
1. "Am I a Monster?": Forming an Identity as Minor-Attracted
2. "Leading a Double Life": Staying Closeted and Coming Out as a MAP
3. "Enduring a Ra instorm": MAPs' Strategies for Coping with Their Attractions
4. "It’s a Very Strong Boundary for Me"": Resilience to Sexual Offending among MAPs
5. "Their Intention Wasn’t to Help Me": Mental Health Problems and Ca re-Seeking Experiences
6. "You Are Not a Monster": Toward a Shift in Attitudes Concerning MAPs
Appendix A. Participant Characteristics
Appendix B. Research Methods for a Difficult Subject
Notes
Bibliography
Index